SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI
Mohon maaf lahir batin yak !
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Mohon maaf lahir batin yak !
An engineer might be smart enough to ruin your mood by describing how to do C programming and analyzing certain graphs. But he will also be surprisingly stupid and hurt your feeling by telling you how perfect, beautiful, kind, and intelligent some other girls are, while you are sitting in front of him feeling like a total loser.
While some girls are really interested in centripetal force and gravity and will be more than willing to entertain such topic and insensitive conversation, most of us don’t.
As for girls who skips lectures regularly and own certain degree of narcissism like me, wasting 30 minutes of my time doing make up , choosing my best clothes , and paying 30 bucks for a meal while listening to some boring lecture and feeling like a total loser sounds like a bad idea.
Can we talk about spider man instead?
Girls, if you experience this before , say ” aye ” 
This is so not good.
I have been skipping a lot of lectures,
and not doing my project assignment at all.
I could not believe that I could be so busy ,
and time flies, really.
I used to think that the two that really cost me a lot of time are
extracurricular activities , and having a boyfriend.
Now that two of them are gone , I should be able to cope.
But yet, doing a part time job is not a good idea, even though we take less number of subjects ,
final year students have to look for jobs , practice doing test ,
and do our Final year project.
I feel really exhausted, mentally , and sometimes I just want to sink in my bed and sleep the whole day.
My room is messy , no progress on my assignment , my gastric is getting worse and worse,
I haven’t had enough sleep for days , and I spend most of my time feeling lonely, empty , and pressurized.
Maybe taking up a single room is not such a good idea either.
And its already the second half of the semester.
I really need to focus on my study.
Dependencies is a state where we crave for something that does not fulfill any of our need.
Intimacy is a need to be fulfilled , but dependency is not.
For example , we all long for “love and friendship” because emotional intimacy is a necessity.
But often in time people get used to being around each other and develop some kind of emotional dependencies.
There were time when I forget how good it feels to have a real meal alone,
even worse , I forget how to have a meal alone.
Sadly , while positive emotional dependency could lead to a successful relationship ,
it also could block people from getting true emotional intimacy.
Even worse , a lot of people are not wise enough to see the differences…
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You’ve got this look i can’t describe,
You make me feel like I’m alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you’re on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can’t find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It’s not a secret anymore,
’cause we’ve been through that before,
From tonight I know that you’re the only one,
I’ve been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
From Gitanjali by Rabindranath Tagore (sung by Palbasha Siddique).
“Stream of Life”
The same stream of life that runs through my veins night and day
runs through the world and dances in rhythmic measures.
It is the same life that shoots in joy through the dust of the earth
in numberless blades of grass
and breaks into tumultuous waves of leaves and flowers.
It is the same life that is rocked in the ocean-cradle of birth
and of death, in ebb and in flow.
I feel my limbs are made glorious by the touch of this world of life.
And my pride is from the life-throb of ages dancing in my blood this moment.
Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing’s turned out how you wanted
Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You’re doing your best and
Your best look
You’re praying that you make it
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it
Well, bless my soul
You’re a lonely soul
Cause you won’t let go
Of anything you hold
Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
All the news about market turmoil affecting the place where I worked in makes me sad.
I really like working there,
the IT people, Diana , Mai and Yunika make works enjoyable , and my boss is one of the nicest boss in the world.I really want to work there after I graduate , and hope everything will go well and they will take me in ^ ^
Let’s hope and pray.As for everyone who is going for internship, I strongly recommend you to consider MS. I had a great time.
If someone come to you and offer to give you a prescription that can increase your appetite and work performance,
and take away all your sadness , fatigue , and heartbreak
will you take it?
