As much as I know that the only way to beat my insecurities is to fight my own demon .It is still very difficult to stand still when insecurity strokes.
How can I fight my own demon if I can’t even believe in myself?

I used to think that one day I will be strong enough to kill this feelings. But then as I grow older , more things come into my mind. My desire and neccessities grow larger. My strength couldn’t cope up with the pressure of a demanding society and lifestyle.

Well it’s easy for people to said that we need to believe that everyone deserves to be loved and thus I should stop asking for others to assure me on that.

In practice , there is always time when I stuck alone in my room after a frustrating day and start to wish that some one could tell me that I deserve to be loved.

More than that , I need someone to scream , loud and clear.

How can you stand up against this feeling?