Focus Focus

This is so not good.
I have been skipping a lot of lectures,
and not doing my project assignment at all.

I could not believe that I could be so busy ,
and time flies, really.

I used to think that the two that really cost me a lot of time are
extracurricular activities , and having a boyfriend.

Now that two of them are gone , I should be able to cope.
But yet, doing a part time job is not a good idea, even though we take less number of subjects ,
final year students have to look for jobs , practice doing test ,
and do our Final year project.

I feel really exhausted, mentally , and sometimes I just want to sink in my bed and sleep the whole day.

My room is messy , no progress on my assignment , my gastric is getting worse and worse,
I haven’t had enough sleep for days , and I spend most of my time feeling lonely, empty , and pressurized.

Maybe taking up a single room is not such a good idea either.

And its already the second half of the semester.

I really need to focus on my study.

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