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1. Kerja di IT ( duh tapi frustasi sekali iniiii !)
2. Kerja bukan di IT .. tapi kerja apa yaaa … finance gt? apa service?
Kok rasanya kuliah 4 tahun begitu sengsara jadi sia-sia?
3. Buka usaha sendiri .. buka restoran atau toko roti gitu?
4. Married dan balik indo.. kalo ini harus cari calon yg menunjang ,
at least harus reasonably kaya buat bayar pengeluaran yang tidak penting.. dan ternyata masi lebih gampang cari kerja daripada cari suami kaya 
5. Ambil master? Tapi lulus kuliah aja pas-pas an , masi mau sekolah lagi ><
6. Ambil PHD..ini apalagi… lulus lulus keburu tua? Itu juga kalo lulus….
7. Balik indo dan jadi beban orang tua?
8. Keliling dunia jadi penganguran.
Teman aku ada satu yang jadi pengemis keliling China-Canada begitu lulus kuliah , ini betul betul ga jelas…
9. Save the world. Ikut program menyelamatkan orang utan di kalimantan…. atau anoa , atau pohon beringin yang sudah mau punah.
10.Jadi pemuka agama! BERTOBATLAH!
I listened to people telling stories about their life. I listened to those who get to sleep less than 6 hours per day, whose relationship fall apart, who get rejected by their peers and in work, who never have financial security in life and striving to feed their loved ones.
I used to believe that one day there will be “Happily ever after ” in everyone’s life.
Then I realized that every day is a new struggle against harsh environment that keeps on trying to kill us bit by bit. But why do we keep on struggling?
I have no longer believed that tomorrow will be a better day, and I started to question myself;
What am I fighting for?
What will the future brings me?
What do I have to care about?
What is it in life that keeps me going on?
What are the values they talk so highly about?
All I see beneath the surface of all the love, friendship, kindness, happiness ,and integrity is hypocrisy.
Listen to what people said after the show and you will know how filthy human relationship and social system are in reality.
Why we keep on struggling?
How can people believe that tomorrow will be a better day, and there are people who care about them?
How can people who live bitter life believe that life is beautiful?
How can people believe in such deceptions… when they see what they see?
How can they stand still and not giving up , on life?
If you believe that you are born to make a world a better place……
Refrain from taking plastic bag when you are shopping.
Reduce the usage of air conditioner.
Do not take Styrofoam when taking away food.
Reduce eating meat, especially beef.
Stop the usage of hair spray.
Do not go to an indoor swimming pool.
Wash in bulk.
Only purchase cosmetics brand that against animal testing.
What define one’s degree of importance are the contributions he/she is making to society.
Heroes are those who contribute to larger concerns.
Simple thing can make a difference.
Everybody needs a hero, why don’t you be one?
Short People- Randy Newman
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
To live
They got little hands
And little eyes
And they walk around
Tellin’ great big lies
They got little noses
And tiny little teeth
They wear platform shoes
On their nasty little feet
Well, I don’t want no Short People
Don’t want no Short People
Don’t want no Short People
Round here
Short People are just the same
As you and I
(A Fool Such As I)
All men are brothers
Until the day they die
(It’s A Wonderful World)
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
To love
They got little baby legs
And they stand so low
You got to pick ‘em up
Just to say hello
They got little cars
That go beep, beep, beep
They got little voices
Goin’ peep, peep, peep
They got grubby little fingers
And dirty little minds
They’re gonna get you every time
Well, I don’t want no Short People
Don’t want no Short People
Don’t want no Short People
‘Round here
ps : I am short , and I prefer short guy
There are times when insecurity hits and I stop believing in all the good things in me.
Then I started to ask myself : what does it takes to be someone loved?
As much as I know that the only way to beat my insecurities is to fight my own demon .It is still very difficult to stand still when insecurity strokes.
How can I fight my own demon if I can’t even believe in myself?
I used to think that one day I will be strong enough to kill this feelings. But then as I grow older , more things come into my mind. My desire and neccessities grow larger. My strength couldn’t cope up with the pressure of a demanding society and lifestyle.
Well it’s easy for people to said that we need to believe that everyone deserves to be loved and thus I should stop asking for others to assure me on that.
In practice , there is always time when I stuck alone in my room after a frustrating day and start to wish that some one could tell me that I deserve to be loved.
More than that , I need someone to scream , loud and clear.
How can you stand up against this feeling?
