~Abbie wags her tail every time I said ” Abbie Love~~~~”
She thinks I have food.
~Abbie knows how to sit , stay , fetch ball and “down”
but she only do all this trick if I gave her cookies. Else she just heck care. I wonder where she got the kiasu meritocracy attitude from hahaaa ^ ^
~Abbie loves watermelon.
~Abbie has a long flirty lashes
It seems like I put mascara on her, or some fake lashes.
She looks very very pretty.
~Abbie met Yunika, Mai , Winie ,Anshuman , Reza and Shimon.
Abbie likes them very much except Anshuman. I guess his “I don’t like dog ” attitude scares Abbie. In general Abbie got excited whomever she meet. But she likes Alvin the most , she becomes agitated and crazy every time she sees Alvin. “Yayyyy Alvinnn , hooraaayyy ” hahaaa ^ ^
~Abbie met Muga
Yesterday Alvin and I took Abbie for a walk and we met another schnauzer , Muga.
Muga is taller and fairer than Abbie
Alvin said that Muga is Caucasian since her owner is French,
and Abbie is Indonesian.
That is why Abbie is shorter , darker and fatter , just like the owner.
hahaaaa….
She is just too adorable
I grew up believing that I am special
and I am in a way or another quite valuable in the world.
When I turned 22 , I realized that lot of people believe that they are special ,
and those people actually end up nowhere.
I guess people are too scared to admit that all of these are just dust.
Each individual is just another person.
Nobody is perfect ,
nobody is not perfect.
No one cares , nothing changes ,
just dust turn to dust and dust turn to dust.
Nothing really matters
This is what she told me :
When you caught yourself drowning into circle of mistakes
that drives you crazy ,
Tell yourself to stop instead of telling it don’t.
Because some part of us that is hidden inside always want to do
things that it is not suppose to do.
So just stop.
Don’t tell yourself not to make mistake. Instead , tell yourself that it is fine to make mistake , but stop when you realize that you are wrong,
and learn from it.
I used to have this victim mentality and complain about a great deal of stuffs,
my pride let me to think that I deserve more than what I had in life.
It has also contributed a lot to my high demand in work and relationship.
There are no rationales on why I behaved the way I behaved.
Maybe it was because I used to be very childish, I
believe that I am special , and I deserve more than what other people get.
I realized now that is actually a very foolish thought.
As I grew up ,
I looked back on how I treated people around me ,
those who really love me , those whom I loved ,
I realized that sometimes people’s pride hurt the other who love them a little too much.
I regretted a lot of stuffs that I did in the past.
I could have been wiser, kinder, and more humble and maybe I could have avoided hurting the people who matter the most to me in that time.
Once my dad told me that people are born selfish and, they learn to see from other people’s point of view in time.
I can say that I have grown up a bit.
This is one of my favorite movie quotes from the animation movie Shrek:
DONKEY: Uh-uh. You know you was always me, me, me.
Well guess what? Now it’s my turn. So you just shut up and pay attention!
You are mean to me.
You insult me, and you don’t appreciate anything that I do.
You’re always pushing me around, or pushing me away!
SHREK: Oh yah? Well if I treated you so bad, how come you came back?
DONKEY: Because that’s what friends do! They forgive each other!
I told one of my closest friends today that human relationship is a process.
When we get really close with other human beings ,
there will definitely be time when we stand against each other interests.
But real friendship should stand tall through all this changes of feelings and emotion.
I might become envy or jealous of my best friend and hate one of them at time,
I might scream and yell at them one day,
I might stupidly fall in love with one of my best guy friends and mess up everything.
But I guess after all the feelings subside,real friends will stand by one another and forgive , because that is what friends are for.
There are only me and abbie…
and some people telling me that she is super cute , hahaaa ^ ^
I am crazy about the look in my baby’s face when I touch her belly and hug her tight ,and how her whole body moved in excitement when I get back from work to meet her.
We can do a lot of things in life , meaningless activities and achievement just to be distracted , to be busy, or to proof ourselves. But its really love that give us passion to keep on going.
I am looking forward for life. My life.
is totally unrelated to my study and fyp
ohh this is really bad
C: This is from anna
O: Indonesia is a huge place , I don’t know where is the place called anna
