It’s about time….

I used to have this victim mentality and complain about a great deal of stuffs,
my pride let me to think that I deserve more than what I had in life.
It has also contributed a lot to my high demand in work and relationship.

There are no rationales on why I behaved the way I behaved.
Maybe it was because I used to be very childish, I
believe that I am special , and I deserve more than what other people get.
I realized now that is actually a very foolish thought.

As I grew up ,
I looked back on how I treated people around me ,
those who really love me , those whom I loved ,
I realized that sometimes people’s pride hurt the other who love them a little too much.

I regretted a lot of stuffs that I did in the past.
I could have been wiser, kinder, and more humble and maybe I could have avoided hurting the people who matter the most to me in that time.

Once my dad told me that people are born selfish and, they learn to see from other people’s point of view in time.

I can say that I have grown up a bit.