when all my life is falling apart
I am worried about my exam , I know for sure that I will screw up this semester, and job market is really bad this time. And since I was busy working and handling my depression, I have no time to study and do my final year project. … so in conclusion, I think I do nothing this whole semester… What am I going to do after graduation? I need a lot of money , and even more now since I have a dog. And after graduation, I can’t keep on relying on my parents money.
For the first time of my life I am really worried about my financial condition all the time. And I feel like I have no back up plan at all. I can’t seem to concentrate very well on my study, yet I am worried , will I fail this sem? What is going to happen if I fail any subject? I might not be able to graduate second upper.
These thoughts make me really frustated. haizzz…. maybe I should just ask someone else to take care of Abbie and kill myself.
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