on the crossroad
Apparently.. as my university year is ending , I become less motivated to go to school.
Is it because I never really liked my major?
Maybe. Maybe not.
I keep on thinking that there is something more than the life I am living.
My heart is craving for something .. like there is a big hole inside of me that is insatiable.
Each activity that I do , all the excitement just vanished the moment I reach my room.
I always feel that there must be something more than doing what I am supposed to do and
spending money on over-commercialized happiness…
My boyfriend said that two main purposes of human life are to grow and to give back to society. That is why he does volunteer work while I devote my life to my own vanity.
Am I growing?
Am I giving back to society?
Are those really two things that will fill this gap inside of me?
What do you guys think?
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