It never rains but it pours

Revolution

Revolution by Robbie Williams

Don’t fight the feeling, relax
Oh child the knot’s in your back
‘Cause you’ve been holding on
I feel you when you’re reaching out

I’ll talk you through memories
Just keep breathing with me
It’s time to hold my hand
And walk into the revolution

When there’s no one to touch
And you’ve been thinking too much
You only hurt yourself
When it’s all about retribution

I see the pain in your face
And praying rare for this space
It’s time to lead you on
C’mon, it’s a revolution

When you can’t keep on keeping on
And everything you lean upon is all but gone
Everybody falls sometimes
But love shines on
And on and on and

With love in your eyes and a flame in your heart
You’re gonna find yourself some resolution
A million miles with one step
You’ll find yourself yet
Walking with the revolution

Talking about the revolution
Walking with the revolution
Taking you higher

Old love lingers on
You’re just feelin it wrong
I know you’re tired
But when it’s time to sleep you’re gone forever

Make friends with your past
And you can leave it at last
It’s time to find yourself
Walking with the revolution

And you can keep on keeping on and
Everything you lean upon is all but gone
Everybody hurts sometimes
But love shines on and on and on and

Time and tide’s on your side
There’s no need to hide
I feel your pain
Don’t talk to me about evolution
A million miles with one step
You’ll find yourself yet
When you’re walking with the revolution

Walking with the revolution
A million miles with one step
And you’ll find yourself yet
When you’re walking with the revolution

Where should I go from here?

Graduation is approaching , and I haven’t got a job , nor a place to live.

My dad asked me to come home again and again.
But I don’t fell like letting my dad pay for my bond… specially in this economical condition. My parents work really hard for their earning.. it will be really selfish to let them pay such a big amount of money for me.
Yet , it is extremely difficult for me to find a house and housemates , give the fact that Abbie is living with me.
I can’t go back to Indonesia temporary and leave Abbie here alone… She will be depressed.
But if I bring her back to Indonesia , there is no way I could bring her back to Singapore.

Abbie will stay with me, if I must give up eveything but one ,
she will be the one who stay.
I have been randomly applying for jobs
even those totally unrelated to my discipline.

to be honest , I am really worried.
And I have asked people to settle abbie documents to bring her home.

what am i suppose to do ?
where should I go from here?

All this thought make me want to cry. haizzz….